If there was a real genius out there, they would find a way to create a "pause" button for life. A time to destress yourself for a second when you need to the most. I refuse to take a pill so I can better cope with the person that has obvious mental limitations that keep them from acting like a mature adult with daily adult responsibilities. They should be taking a pill for their chemical imbalances. Not me. I'm not shaving mental years off my brain for you.
So that is how my week has started. Labor Day of all days. To be fair, it started with Maya coming down with a very high temp. on Sunday night. By Monday she was not better and not eating. I had just taken her to the doctor the week before for urinary pain. Found out she has labial adhesions. On the same day Jeremy went to the doctor for an MRSA infection. Friday I had to drive him back to the doctor because it has gotten so bad (blood poisoning) that he could barely walk. The week before that, I had taken Maya to the doctor for MRSA, which Jeremy evidently picked up. I don't even want to know the amount of money we spent the last 3 weeks in co-pays and prescriptions. Not to mention loss of work for Jeremy. He was out Wed. through today, which is the Tues. after Labor Day. Lots of lost income. And since I had to take them to the doctors, lost of make up time for me. Actually I had so much make up time I opted to use a vacation day. Speaking of work, the partners are finally listening to me when I tell them I'm in the weeds with my workload. I'm now the bad guy because I can't seem to handle my load. Well, we ran the numbers and I'm literally double the load of the other girls. It's time to make this fair. I'm working too hard and not getting compensated for it.
So anyways I'm tempted to post Jeremy's leg photo, but he'll kill me. Plus it's not pretty. It's much better now, after 2 visits, 2 shots, and 3 prescriptions. He could have lost his leg. Probably would have if he had waited one more day.
So back to Monday. I had to take off work, as if I needed to get even more behind on my work. Maya did start feeling better with a temp of 99 around noon. I let her watch a DVD on my computer and she got one stuck. Took me about an hour just to gain access to the DVD player and once I pryed that open, realized I didn't have the proper tool to get to the DVD itself. I could scream right now.
Mentally I'm not doing well due to my bad Monday and from the stress of the weeks prior. Sunday we looked at 3 properties in Atoka. Crapholes. Waste of time. And I almost got us killed while trying to pass someone on a 2-lane road because someone in particular sitting the passenger seat was being a high-school bully and wouldn't shut the hell up and just be a passenger. It's fun spending lots of time with people that know everything.
Anyways, I've omitted lots of details in the middle, but it's really not worth mentioning unless I feel like I want to re-live those moments again, which I don't. This post is really not going to make much sense to anyone but me and that's ok. I feel like crying but I'm not going to. I'll blog instead and hope that it helps in a small way.
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
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